I Messed Up

i just thought that maybe the time has come to do something about it, 

even though people wouldn't agree with me.

so i did it anyway which was huge mistake,

and,

somehow,

 everything went to poop now.

yeah, i messed up, obviously.

how should i know it's gonna be fucked up.

things just happened.

i don't know what to do.

not even sure if it's kind of stuff that can be fixed,

cause i have absolutely no idea what to do about it.

i fucked up. i lost.

i did it again.

i did it what you were afraid of.

moron, idiot, asshole... yeah, i'm all those things.

please help me.

only you can help me.